Adam Kay wrote his memoirs and gave up on being a junior doctor. At the time, he did not know that his first, farewell book would be the beginning of a great story. After all, a doctor can leave medicine, but medicine will never leave a doctor - they are so closely connected. So Adam returns with a fascinating and frank, partly tragic and humble story. The story of an outstanding system of medical higher education. Hospitalization from all perspectives. The doctor's careful attitude to the problems and needs of patients and the forced ignoring of his own problems and needs. Life in medicine as a doctor and outside of it as a patient. Tired and worn out from working on the front lines of the National Health Service, Kay looks back, steps forward, and goes to the heart.